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Wednesday, February 10, 2010, 1:25 AM

Chatter endless banter

I wonder what is it about the world that fascinates me so much. Maps and stuff. Of course I'm not so good with remembering places, unlike Alyssa.. But I still like maps.

I realise I'm addicted to this space. Nevermind nobody's stopping me.

Btw.. I'm glad that Yi Yuan was so inspired by the Supermodels of Christ section on page 65 of I kissed dating goodbye! God is good. I'll be the best model of God's love I can... with God's help.

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I
Don't want to let you know
Drown in your memory
Don't want to let this go

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

I would like that. To fall into the sky and fly. I have things for stars, flying, maps, this world, penmanship and all things awesome.. like Cecelia Ahern and JK Rowling...... magic.

I like to think magic is real. That we can all fly on broomsticks and slay dragons and eat chocolate frogs while waving our wands gallantly and having fun fighting evil and learning tales of bravery. Alas, I'm a muggle.

That's that. Did you enjoy reading this load of codswallop?

1:21 AM

Rupert Grint

Sweeeet. Shall procrastinate and leave my LA error analysis to tomorrow :(

12:31 AM

(L)

Elisse: 'Hmm okay, so is tmrw still counted as day 5?'

YOU GMH!

Tuesday, February 9, 2010, 11:55 PM

He's charming and endearing

Today was just one of those days where
everything I did reminded me of you
and every song I heard somehow related to you.
I hate days like today, because they remind me of
the one thing I don't have.

10:37 PM

Whatever

I need to say something: It's times when you're feeling low you really find people who love you enough to care about you and how you're doing, and its these times that allow you to appreciate your friends and people around you.

So thank you Low Yi Yuan, Grace Koh, Winson Yung and Belle Low. And most of all.... ELISSE!

Grace's text message was like an immediate cheer-upper. I'm serious, immediate. I need more friends who can text funny things without being insensitive. She's hilarious, really.

'One would. but your A-Zs around you love you. So, heck.' If u're wondering, I sent her 'I HATE MY X'. She's so smart!
I had so much fun during bio prac today. But I'll talk about my day later. I love Grace.

And I just got like two text messages from Winson. He sent some stuff, then sent another text saying sorry he shouldn't have said that. But why should he apologise for stating his opinions, and when his opinions are completely, utterly valid? I love having friends like these. So vulgar/candid! Which makes them even more awesome. Thank you thank you thank you thank you I appreciate you hearing me rant all the time. Bros 4 lyfe.

Everything Winson just texted me is so true I can't stop thinking about it...... But this isn't worth my effort.

After giving our all, what do we do? Carry on fighting and go all the way, or just give up. It is after all the best option. So utilitarian. Ha ha very funny jsit.

Ok whatever.

Yiyuan thank you for hearing me out when I needed to bitch. I know I shouldn't be mean but some people are just. Forget it forget it forget it. I need a mantra. Lol, maybe something like "I will not waste my time on ugly girls who will never make it as far as me because they are ugly, brainless, NSK, plastic, prostitutes (at least prostitutes take $), attention-whores (just like they alr are whores).... etc" But nah. I won't really do that. Suckers, take a joke.

Belle ah. I have nothing to say to you.

So to Elisse Lau my best friend of almost 10 years. Man it has absolutely been a tough ride. We practically went through life together. You know me the best. I think everything I went through I shared with you and that gives me the courage and the want to wanna carry on sharing life's crazy moments with you. Rock on. But remember to drink the green tea. You know what forget about that.......... S.I.G.H. I'm so scared of how mad I'll be then. I really need you to be there with me.

Okay this day has been suffering from bipolar, I swear. It was insane. I hope it ends quickly because I can't take anymore. I'll kill myself.

It had really high highs and really low lows. I came here expecting to go into a rant about how much my day sucked, and how it was the worst day of my life. But then I realised I had more funny moments today than the whole year put together. That's how funny today was. I wish my life would be like that. When I laugh I forget the world but when I cry somehow I can't get rid of the world.

AMC was really bad. I guessed all my answers after question 5. For real. And my zuowen. Hah. I hate studying chinese. I have nothing against the language. I just don't get why we have to learn chinese in school by doing all this crap. It's all a load of bullshit if you ask me. Ya ya ya I know I have to sit for HCL O's. Truth be told? I don't give two hoots if I fail. I don't even wanna be anything when I grow up. Wait scratch that last statement. I wanna be the best mum in the world. I highly doubt I'd need to know how to write formal letters in chinese if I wanna do that. Maybe it'll come handy. But can anyone deny it's not essential? Wait. Reminds me of something else that isn't essential. MATHEMATICS. Bloody AMC. Do we really need to know if toads and frogs are liars. Check out the question we had to solve:

In a magical swamp, there are two species of talking amphibians, toads and frogs. Toads always tell the truth and frogs always lie. The following are the statements of 4 amphibians.

A: XXXXXX Oh B you are such a liar
B: XXX Oh I'm a frog wow big deal
C: XXXX There are two toads here like I care really
D: XxXXXX On nom nom

How many toads are there?

It's not really like that but you get my point about how stupid it is.. Fine. Perhaps it's just me. And how much I detest math. Honestly.. I'm not that bad at math, though.

Hamper wrapping was awesome in the end. I haven't had such a laugh in ages.
I haven't had so many crying sleepless nights in ages, too. It's like a replay of some sort.

Get a grip, girl.

I'm actually fine with being called girl cause that's what I am. I am a girl, not a toy.

Whatever :)
Whatever :)
Whatever :)

Third time lucky. I didn't make a wish at 11:11 today.

1:20 AM

I lol-ed when I saw that. Lol.

2>1 just started playing. I remember when I was so extremely crazy over that song I put it on repeat and I sat at the tiny corner when my room was bare because we shifting house. I used to just drown myself in the song. It was probably on repeat on my itunes the night of my brithday in 2009. I think the only reason I liked it so much because I liked to believe it was true. That 2>1. But we all know that's not exactly true, don't we?

Good morning world.

12:46 AM

day 4 day 4! elisse i rly hope this works. :(